my lack of accomplishing things in the present. slash. being 13 rocked.

There are many differences between the room I grew up in and the room I currently reside (but only for another week or two).

I am only going to discuss one of these differences.

Boy-Hood room (which i will be moving to shortly):

* There are medals and trophies littering the shelves. Pine wood derby cars that whizzed past the competition and 2 feet tall little league trophies to remind me I was the worst one on the team and barely deserved to be acknowledged let alone get a trophy for my teams success as I sat on a bench.

My Current "Cool" Room:

* One certificate on the wall. It reads: "Best Pants"



I love being an adult.

Sitting on my Computer. -The Blinds - The time after College, and before life.

I wake up at 1 pm.

This is a new chapter of my life. I use to naturally wake up at 8 - 9 am. And I loved it. Sure there was nights of an unbearable lack of sleep, but I had the whole day ahead of me to accomplish things..

Currently I am accomplishing nothing. My Job right now consists of finding a Job. There is only so much you can do in a day to find a job. This lack of anything to do has left me staying up till 4 am and waking up at 1 am. Literally I feel more now like I am "in" college than I ever did when I was actually "in" college. I started drinking white russians yesterday at 4 pm. Who does that?

I do.

I do.

(Notice the dramatic spacing between the "I do's". This is to further exaggerate the point that I have nothing to do except press the enter key as much as possible.)

So I wake up. I hop on the computer. Because that is cool. My room layout allows for the perfect opportunity to look out the window and be on a computer. THis is because the window is directly behind my computer screen. At least this could allow me to feel like I am apart of the world in my lack of activities. The chance to see a bird. The chance to witness a car accident. However, if I open the blinds, then the computer screen seems to dim in comparison. So I am forced to look at my computer and a wall of shut blinds that remind me of life, but are unable to show me life.

I can't wait for a job. Because then I get to do this same exact thing at an office, but without this cruel temptation of blinds. Plus I will have mediocre co-workers to preoccupy my time with. At first I'll say, ugh these people suck. But eventually I will realize I have no one else and there lack of redeeming qualities will become endearing. Here's to you, Susan from accounting, Tony from Sales, and Rico.

I am so happy I graduated.